You kept asking questions.
I couldn’t lie to you.
So I told you the truth and you cried immediately.
I cried. I pulled the car over and we cried together.
It was a hard ride.
You asked the questions I didn’t want you to ask.
I answered them vaguely.
We sat in silence.
The look on your face broke me.
So I played your favorite song and you smiled.
We sang our hearts out and danced off beat.
You seemed better. I seemed better.
You told me that you loved me so much.
And I knew just how much you meant it.
Especially in that moment.
I grabbed you by the face and told you,
I will never do this you again.
I will never do this to me again.
I will never do this to us again.
Never again will I make us vulnerable.
And I knew just how much I meant it
Especially in that moment